I am the exhale-
The toxins you want to leave,
So you can live without struggle.
I’m the cloud of smoke-
The smoke that leaves your lips.
The lips I was blessed to kiss.
I am the hate in your heart-
The cause for it to tear in two,
One heart beat could mean we’re ultimately through.
I’m the sleepless nights,
Too many drinks,
Disgust that keeps you from eating.
I’m the feelings you feel fleeting,
Everything I was is depleting.
I’ve become the person I hate.
I’ve become your biggest mistake.